i think
That perhaps I am just so much more susceptible to this at the moment because of the other stress I'm experiencing right now. The worst times always were when I could have used some emotional support the most. I hope that is the case, otherwise it's just all the way back to square one, after I thought I had come so far. I'll just put it down to emotional self-control not being my strong point when I'm under this much pressure.
*sigh*
